wxltingdaisies

Nobody turns left. That is what I've learned. People always follow the crowd And the crowd always goes Right. And it's for this reason I have learned to venture left. Because going left means being Me. And if that leads me to being the outcast Or the lonesome soul that everyone's Worried about... Then I'm okay with that. Because I've learned to go Left.

I have pain of painted on my face. Put there by one all too skilled At this dance of misery. And it is you. Your fingertips brushed to colors together. Black. Blue. Black. Blue. I have scars on my heart. Placed there by someone who has none. And it is you. Your fingernails rip at me. Tearing down the walls I had built. Brick By Brick. I have dispare in my eyes. There because of none other than the one responsible for it all. And it is you. Their once blue tint is masked By one of dark melancholy. Sucked out, Glance By Glance. I have scars on my arms. And for once they aren't put there by someone else For once it's no ones fault. No ones but

She once knew my name. She once called out to me and We laughed together. She once recognized my face. She once would see and a smile Would spread across her face. We once were inseparable. We once were bound together by A force so unbreakable that Tidal waves would stop short To bask in our love. She doesn't know my name. She doesn't call out to me. She doesn't recognize my face. She doesn't see me and smile. I know her name I call out to her. I recognize her face. I see her and smile. I see her every day. She sees a stranger. I'll cry when she's gone. And she won't know.

I cannot sleep. The soothing static sound of your voice Haunts me in the night. Your loving words flick on and off On a white screen in my mind. I cannot sleep. I cannot eat. For you are the only thing I crave, The worst food poisoning From the best meal. I try and tell myself it's not worth it, But the thought of you with someone Better keeps me at it. I cannot eat. I cannot think. Your image flashes through My mind every time I blink, And though I try to stop it Nothing works. Your features fuel my insanity. I cannot think. I cannot move. I lay here like my heart no longer beats, Like my joints no longer bend, And here I am Content in my m